Saying it when no one else says it

~tears of agony~

2010-05-16T09:44:00.003+08:00

Nothing has changed,

Though the wind blows steadily across the plains I still feel a sense of remorse. Something has been ripped straight from the depths of my heart. Though everything is still as it was before, I cannot help feel that some small part of me has changed.

For even when there were tears, there was love, and so we soldier on in hopes that everything will be as bright as it was before, akin to a summers day. Alas it is only wishful thinking. Such poetic love stories exist only in our minds.

Forgive me my heart, but I cannot allow this to continue. We cannot choose who we love, yet we can choose to suppress it. My only wish is that this feeling leaves me, for I myself am dying from the inside. Such is the joy of love....

~the road not taken~

2010-05-11T21:34:00.002+08:00

From my experiences in life thus far I have concluded that one can never be satisfied with something for very long. In the end everything that we've worked for, be it results, money or even that special someone, will never be enough to satisfy our need for something more. More often than not we always find ourselves, wandering around in circles continuously thinking of how things could be better for us. Today we start of as individuals with nothing, tomorrow we have a degree, the next a masters, and then a PhD. Or if we start with $10,000 in our bank, we want to see that grow. Money is infinite, so our limits and our desires are endless.

This is most disturbing as humanity does not even realize that it is trapped inside this circle of death. This cycle is so apparent in almost everyone I meet, where today's treasured items are tomorrows latest addition to the junk pile. Will we ever be content?

We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.

The words of Frederick Keonig, a German inventor. I think this is absolutely true. If we stop wishing for something we don't have a start enjoying what we do, perhaps this world could be a much better place.

~questions on life~

2010-05-04T19:04:00.002+08:00

Today some1 asked me a very interesting question. Why don't I have a girlfriend? Well I really don't know how to answer that. How can one explain something that has an endless list of reasons but of which none of those reasons make sense?

*ponders*

Haven't you ever wondered how the hell do people stay together for so long and also how did they get together? It disgusts me to see people in love. There I said it, because I know deep down I'm incapable of it. Whether it be in terms of showing affection or even if it is expressing my love towards some1, I really couldn't give a crap. It is this kinda thinking that has diverted mankind from its true purpose in life. We become so fixated with the fact that we need to be in love that we find ourselves running around desperately trying to find it. For God's sake if only we slowed down to think whether the love that we feel is really there, then perhaps we'd have much lower divorce rates worldwide.

But I'm often asked, don't you feel lonely? Of course I do, but millions of people never marry or even never get into a relationship. And they've been rather successful. So why not? I am lonely, but my thoughts keep me company. At least I'm assured that my thoughts will always be there when I need them, will not fall for a hotter guy, won't sleep with my best friend and neither will they die off. So there, this is why I don't have a girlfriend. Because I really cant be bothered to give a damn.

~a tough life~

2010-04-28T19:41:00.002+08:00

As emotions run through my head at such a fast pace I often wonder to myself where do we lie in the big picture that is the universe? Has it not been humanity's quest to reach for the stars, to see heights that we've never seen before and to go where no man has ever gone before? I'm starting to think otherwise. Perhaps it is my own ideals coming into play but it is a personal belief of mine that one day we will eventually meet our match. A limit to our human nature that will see us stopped in our tracks, causing us to be stagnant in our growth.

It is truly an act of God that we have limits placed on us. I realize that I have not fully tested my limits thus far, but I have tried to push myself towards them. Still I often am met with failure and left with an empty feeling which just screams "WHY ME!?" But is it our limitations that stop us from going beyond what we can actually do? I believe they are just illusions placed upon us by external forces so that we may be prevented from achieving what we can achieve. Placed upon us by those individuals who want to see us fail at something we hate doing rather than to succeed at something that we love doing.

It is a disgusting human nature. The food chain and what not. Honestly there will be a time when your limits will be tested, the question is whether to ignore the illusions or to stay clear from them?

~by-election Hulu Selangor~

2010-04-24T16:25:00.004+08:00

Now its time to return to my favorite topic, politics =)

For most of the time in the run-up to the Hulu Selangor by-election, there has been chaos, as well as a lot of interesting moments that have caught the eyes of many. Still, I have this strange feeling that the results tomorrow will surprise us. A lot of analysts have come up with a lot of possible theories and outcomes for tomorrow's by-election. But in all cases, most of them agree that this by-election will be either the turning point for the BN or the moment of glory for the PR.

In any case, I believe the future of our nation, to a certain extent, will be decided tomorrow. I know I'm not a PhD holder in political science nor am I a true-blue analyst about politics, but I think a lot about it and this is just my 2 cents worth.

My prediction is that the BN will win, but only by a small majority. Somewhere in the region of 500 - 1000 votes. I've discussed it with a few people and most of them truly believe that Malaysians still want to see the BN leading our federal government. It is just that the BN has to change. This by-election has proven that they are on the right path. The BN has shown, in my opinion, a determination to win that I have not noticed since the time former PM Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi first came to power. Furthermore, I feel that with UMNO and the MIC campaigning effectively, most of the Indian votes and Malay votes will be bagged by Mr. Kamalanathan. The MCA, who has been actively working up Chinese support, may just need to bag around 40% to secure a BN victory.

Whether you like it or not, I feel that PKR did not do themselves any favors by picking Zaid Ibrahim to stand in this rural constituency. He is more suited to perhaps a sub-urban or urban community but in all fairness I believe DSAI always knows what he's doing.

For a neutral like me, I honestly am excited. In any case, tomorrow will pave the road to better governance. Both parties are willing to offer so much to the people, its just time for the rakyat to decide.

~reaching limits~

2010-04-18T17:29:00.002+08:00

For almost all of my life there has been very little that I look forward to everyday. And whenever there is some1 or something that brings me this pleasure I often shove it aside because I know that dependency kills us all in the end. It is my understanding that one must never be attached to something to the point that the loss of it may cause some form of pain to that person

I only wish this were true. In all life I see interdependency in everything. And I believe that in our time on earth we can adjust ourselves accordingly, to love and to be loved. Nothing brings pleasure more than two souls sharing a bond that goes beyond what the eyes can see. Alas I dare not do such a thing, for the pain of such a loss would ultimately send me down a road I'm not willing to traverse once more.

Given that this revelation has reached me I then ask myself constantly, What would become of me should I not love? I would basically die from the inside out, decay slowly and then to the point of agony, I would be in so much pain. Is there then meaning to this life? I do not know. All I know is that the day will come when I will love...and I know that it is far off, but even a wretch like me can be saved. Perhaps I will find peace and love in this life.....if only I believe it to be so.

Dhillonz

~i will not bow~

2010-03-22T23:06:00.002+08:00

There comes a point in every person's life where you realize that enough is enough. I've had it. I'm sick of being mediocre and sick of being stuck in this useless cycle of "nothingness". Today marked the first day of my new semester. Our business stats lecturer, Mr. Derek shocked us all today by giving us basically a 2 hour 'life lesson'.

It was really intriguing because I found myself questioning myself all the way. He stated a very interesting point, "Go back today, look yourself in the mirror and tell yourself to stop lying to yourself". I don't know but it really struck a chord with me. I mean I've always thought that I was okay, that I would be able to get by just as I am. I mean, in essence I haven't changed since form 5. So far, I've been getting by but just barely.

Well, after today and much soul searching over the short break I sorta realize that life isn't made easy. Everyone in history had to fight for their place in this world. Rome wasn't built in a day, but everyone remembers who tried to build it. Cesar, Cladius, Titus to name a few. Many remember the builders of Rome, and of course Rome itself. I have to build my own Rome, its gonna take tons of time and a lot of effort. But hopefully, I'll be remembered in the future, like the builders of Rome...I want my name embedded in STONE.

~last late nite~

2010-03-21T01:16:00.002+08:00

Well, its been fun. I mean the holidays as usual bring us a mix of the ups and the downs. It was a generally ok-ok holiday for me, but I think it was well spent this time. It felt good to get away and that I narrowly escaped failure again was a real dramatic end to this 2 week break. Now however, we have 14 weeks of hell to go through. Hopefully we all do well and we learn from our mistakes (if any). I really hope and pray that this semester I can do better. Am aiming for at least 3A's and I want to score a minimum C for all my subjects. There I've said it!

Haha, now its on the internet, and my goal setting task has been done. Juggling studies, assignments, gym, family time and time with friends is gonna be hard, but I have faith that God will see us through. Nothing in life is achieved easy, I've learnt that in these past few semesters, so hopefully I've learnt my lesson well. All I can say is good luck and Godspeed.

~fighting the fight~

2010-03-19T20:43:00.003+08:00

Many in this lifetime have pursued success. I've never looked upon myself as being a success but always a failure. So far in my life, other than my close friends, not many have ever encouraged me to go further. When it came to deciding on my future, not a single person could have been bothered to ask me what I wanted out of life. Sadly enough, now I find myself caught in a cycle of failure. Why? Because the people whose opinion I care about the most brand me as being lazy and inferior.

I do not know what it feels like to be on top of the world, I've never been there before. In time I can only hope that with God's guiding hand I may reach there someday. At times like these I feel as if my heart and soul lay helplessly on the ground, and I can see the pain as if it were something material. Truly I find that one can only take so much of being told what to do with ones life.

Fighting the good fight can be troubling. I've never been that person who everyone talks about, or that person who people show respect too because of what he or she has done in their life. I've always been the person who listens, who encourages others to do the best that they can achieve, but not many have ever encouraged me to do so. In fact, there are some who even hope that I never succeed. But in this troubling times when one is tested to the point that he or she feels that all hope is lost, I hold on to the gospel truth that I shall not perish, because I know I have believed in Him, and I know a life everlasting is out there somewhere.....waiting for me.

Dhillonz - until God takes me, I shall fight on...

~hypocrisy~

2010-03-14T11:26:00.002+08:00

One can only imagine the number of people who abide by hypocritical principles. I have hardly ever stopped to notice that our world is full of such people. The hypocrite nowadays can be found in almost any place imaginable. Hypocrites can be found in many forms. Usually they look like upstanding members of society and most of them actually are in positions of power. Nonetheless I find it repulsive to think that our very society is crawling with them.

It pains to me to say this but I'm a man who has very little care for the structure of society. The very fact that aristocrats, leaders and freedom fighters supposedly argue for the peoples sake yet do absolutely nothing to improve their state of well being is just an insult to our humanistic nature. Then again, humanity has proven time and again that humanistic principles and our so called 'virtues' are indeed being wiped out from our way of life.

Gone are the days where people acted in the name of virtue and did things to just improve the lives of other people. It is a miracle that our society has survived untouched. Yes, we have had the 'natural disasters' and the 'terrorist attacks' but we still never learn. Instead we dig in deeper into this hypocritical state of saying one thing, and doing the complete opposite.

I feel absolutely disheartened by this, noticing the very essence of our humanistic values being torn apart from the seam. Truly in this day and age, I mourn the death of society everyday. People have to change, or it is likely the Sodom and Gomorrah episode will repeat itself. I has happened before, rest assured that it can happen again.

~calm before the storm~

2010-02-28T17:31:00.002+08:00

You know, theres always that one thing people constantly fear. For me, its tests. Now I'm not just talking about exams (which are tomorrow btw), I'm also talking about the trials we face in our daily life. Rarely do we get to experience periods in this lifetime whereby we are not plagued by some for of trial or tribulation. Whether it is relationship issues, debt/finance problems or even health. We face trials almost on a daily basis. I really fear these sort of things but I have realized that they are only for our own good.

Society nowadays is in a constant battle trying to eliminate trials from their life. Just walk into any MPH bookstore and you'll see the amount of "self-help" books that people have come up with just to help themselves overcome these trials. It is suffice to say that we have been so focused on eliminating these trials instead of really appreciating what they are for.

God did not create a world that was filled with tribulations just because he felt he should torture the human race. People always say, "Why me???" but shouldnt we be asking ourselves, Why NOT me? I mean, we have everything to learn in this lifetime and nothing to lose. Life should be experienced and learned from instead of just letting every situation get you down and let the life lesson pass you by. Life is meaningless without trials...so be steadfast, nothing is without purpose in this life.

Oh and good luck 2moro BAF Aug 09, I hope we all pass and do well ^^

end of an era, beginning of a new one

2010-02-21T22:59:00.002+08:00

Ok. A very short one 2day. Finally done with my assignments, just need to compile references. Now i can finally start studying for my business law and commskills finals. My aim is 2 A's but I dunno whether its achievable. One can nvr noe rite? xD

Well just as a small shout out, yesterday I met up with some old frenz and met some new ones. It was really nice and I had a lot of fun. Finally forgot some of my stress and I look forward to many meetings like that. You know something? I think I live solely to talk and discuss things with my friends. Perhaps thats why I wanna go into politics so much? So that i can meet people and address their problems. So that I can talk with the public to hear their thoughts. I love friends, they mean so much to me. I've nvr forgotten any friend that I've made, and I hope I nvr will. I realized yesterday that really the best friends you have, are the ones who stuck with you through it all. I look forward to many more friends that I'll make in the future, and I hope that you guyz do too

Dhillonz, peace out...^^

~move along~

2010-02-19T16:30:00.002+08:00

Its so difficult nowadays to remain in focus of our targets. Take assignments for instance, we've got so many assignments this semester and as usual we're getting screwed by vague instructions by lecturers. One has to think whether or not there is a systematic way in which people think.

I think this CNY has been my weirdest one yet. I got to experience many things that I never dreamt I would. It is apparent that the year of the tiger will bring about many challenges but also new experiences that will leave us breathless. So what advice to I have for those out there? It was expressed perfectly in the song 'move along' by All American Rejects. Theres no better feeling in this life than moving along...

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

Dhillonz says.....moving along is like pie.....hard to get into but totally soft inside =)

~essence of love~

2010-02-18T23:39:00.002+08:00

I hate love...haha, really I do. There are only a few things in life I feel passionate about. Spirituality, philosophy and of course politics. If I were to love anything, I would love politics. I really don't care what ppl say abt my love for it but i enjoy reading it and i truly care for the suffering of the people. It is sad that most of my generation cant be bothered to care about the progress about our nation. I mean, our people deserve to be uplifted.

But i digress, lets talk about "real love". I mean theres so much "love" out there nowadays. You just cant miss it. I mean the "love" for our environment. The environment that we plunder, destroy and pollute everyday. The "love" for our children. Thats why there are so many child abuse cases nowadays, because we "love" them so much we just have to show it. Then theres the "love" for our better halves. Spouses and partners. Awww, such a sight. I mean we show so much love that we are willing to love more than one partner. I mean come on, divorce rates are so high, its only because we're just spreading the "love" rite? Cant ppl just appreciate what we do? Its so obvious, and they call it cheating. Haih, such terrible people rite?

I feel that love in its essence is a good thing. But humanity has strayed from the path in which true love is experienced. Rarely do I see an act of love nowadays that is not motivated for personal gain. Gone are the days of love, truly it is just a meaningless thing now.

Interview with MIC Information Chief P. Kamalanathan

2010-02-17T21:03:00.002+08:00

Newly minted MIC Information Chief P. Kamalanathan gives his take on recent issues that have plagued the MIC. Personally I feel that the MIC has done well here and Mr. Kamalanathan has addressed the questions perfectly. Hopefully they'll be back to their very best come 13th General Election. Hidup Rakyat!

~the inevitable~

2010-02-15T14:32:00.004+08:00

"In order to govern, the question is not to follow out a more or less valid theory but to build with whatever materials are at hand. The inevitable must be accepted and turned to advantage." Napoleon Bonaparte.

Ahh the inevitable. Something we cannot escape. It is defined as unavoidable, incapable of being avoided or invariably occurring. What do you think is inevitable in your life? One can only imagine. Death is inevitable. Life certainly is inevitable. But consciously can we truly imagine what else besides the two is inevitable.

Napoleon was a funny character. He was a strong leader, somewhat of a dictator and in essence he was a statesman. He was a leader who could not give up leading. When he was exiled to the island of Elba, he even led the island as if he were their king.

Governance according to Napoleon is as stated above, using what is at hand. So what is at hand to be used in Malaysia? The very foundation of our legal system as well as our legislature is the idea of corruption. Our ideals have continuously been jeopardized by our behavior. We were a bunch of fools before corruption. Now instead of lazing around we actually do something, for the right price of course. So what does this mean? The leaders of our nation made a wise decision, to use what they had at hand. Money of course was what they had and it was the biggest motivator of all time. Unknowingly, they had awakened the beast and as such those leaders created a "corrupted nation" that exists even today.

My question is this, now that we're better off than we were before and that we now, collectively, have a better life, will the government stop using corruption to gain ground? Haha, even Datuk Seri Najib himself could never answer this. It will take time, but personally I feel that corruption is slowly getting out of our system. At least on the surface we appear to be doing something. All we have to do is wait........it is after all inevitable, everything, even corruption has to die......

Valentine madness

2010-02-14T20:28:00.003+08:00

In a diverse society we often notice many things that make certain sects of the community stand out. Today I was privileged with viewing the atmosphere in Mid Valley Mega Mall on the first day of Chinese New Year as well as Valentines day.

I really think that the people of this country have no idea how to prioritize. People were out in full force today to celebrate, the question is, what? In previous years the CNY spirit was strong and many people adopted the "balik kampung" ideology and as such, many parts of the city were empty. Today on the other hand, not only were people flocking to Mid Valley in droves, but it was as if that there was no New Year to celebrate. I find myself really confused as Malaysians seem to change their attitudes towards festivals almost yearly. There hasn't been any consistency in celebration spirit since the 1990s. Every year is the same thing. Oh well....

I wish every1 a happy CNY and a prosperous year of the tiger ahead, but I will not wish any1 a happy valentines. In my opinion Malaysian have adopted a useless celebration that is not only an expression of "love" but it is a colossal waste of time. It is the Westernization of our Eastern cultures and not only have we forgotten one of the most important festivals in this country, many have ignored to celebrate it as well. Most of the people were Chinese who were out dating and eating on the first day of CNY. I honestly feel that Malaysians are too busy trying to emulate the West and aren't busy enough learning about our own culture. This is why our country isn't progressing. Its because we ignore our traditions and spend most of our time trying to be something we're not. Its sad but unfortunately its the damn truth...

In the event of emergency, pls quit and don't come back

2010-02-13T15:24:00.006+08:00

Today i was reading the Star newspaper and the first thing I noticed was the headlines. "Bye-bye, PKR" was the headlines splashed on the front page of one of the most read newspapers in the nation. It said to "see page 4" and so I followed as instructed. Upon turning to page 4, I found myself reading about YB Zahrain walking out of PKR and YB Tan understanding his frustration. In the right hand corner was a small article that caught my attention., The deputy president of the PKR, Syed Hussein Ali commenting that he was quote "relieved the man is gone". He is also quoted in this small article saying "Good riddance . Opportunists can sell themselves and join him. The party will become stronger". I found myself puzzled whilst reading this. Correct me if I'm wrong but has the PKR deputy president just said that he supports the decision of an MP leaving the PKR and is encouraging other like-minded individuals to join him in doing so? I find myself really baffled by this statement. Clearly this shows that the PKR hasn't thought things through. Regardless whether Zahrain is a huge politician or not, PKR has lost ONE member of parliament. Effectively they have alienated 3 MP's. Zahrain, Zul Noordin and Tan Tee Beng. It may be 3 MP's, but what if other like-minded individuals do take up the PKR deputy president's offer and leave the party to become independent? It's shocking to think that a party that was once readying itself for Putrajaya has suddenly changed its mindset in approaching these issues. Rewind back a year and the PKR leaders would have tried their best to change the minds of these MPs and keep them in the party. Now however, it would seem that the opposition is "fine" with letting these weak links go. It's not because there is a massive difference in ideologies, its just because they rather burn bridges than keep things afloat. There is something definitely wrong with the PKR and it needs to be sorted. I pray that these issues get hammered out and hope that Datuk Seri Anwar manages to strike out his sodomy case. It is blatantly obvious that the party is lost without him.

Resurrection of the BN?

2010-02-12T22:02:00.002+08:00

It is almost certain that the next general election will be the deciding factor as to who will lead Malaysia into the rest of the 21st century. The 13th general election could spell doom for the ruling coalition or it could be their resurrection. The Barisan Nasional (BN) is a group of parties that in my opinion are the best thing this country has. If you look at it logically, the newly established Pakatan Rakyat (PR) that are just entering their 2nd year of rule in their states, still have a lot to prove. With their constant infighting and the fact that their de facto leader is facing a 2nd sodomy trial, things aren't looking good for PR. I have to admit, I was once a strong supporter of the opposition. Hearing Datuk Seri Anwar speak passionately about the unfairness of the government and the injustice committed in Malaysia truly made me want to join the opposition. But after Sept 16th, I was truly disappointed. Every1 still remembers when Datuk Seri Anwar promised us the world and that PR would see the corridors of Putrajaya on September 16th 2008, but this failed to happen. In fact, it didn't even come close. And now the PR has fallen into disarray with leaders jostling for power and uncertainty over their esteemed leader's future. Is this the beginning of the end for the PR? All that can be said at the moment is that whether we like it or not, the BN are gaining momentum. Despite the recent "Allah issue" and the "Perak nightmare", it looks as if the BN are the silent winners in this race. Najib has surpassed my expectations. In fact I think many people are surprised that he has managed to keep things together for so long. With the MIC crisis being sorted and the MCA power struggle coming to an end, it is apparent that the BN are sorting themselves out. By the time the next election arrives, rest assured the BN will be back to its old self.

So what does this mean for PR? In my opinion, they are nothing more than a good opposition party. I wouldn't trust them with ruling my country any more than I trust the BN. In fact, I trust them less. With the DAP championing a "secularist government" but obviously supporting the Chinese community and PAS who is a definite Islamic party claiming that they are for all races, it is useless to argue that these basic ideologies can be put aside to achieve victory. What is needed for the PR to succeed is a total overhaul of their political ideals. To long have the 3 parties stood on their own to just change overnight. Even though it may be for a good cause, the PKR, DAP and PAS have to realize that achieving this dream is not easy. Wresting power from a government that has its roots prior to independence is a daunting task. They have to understand that no amount of sweet words can win this, no amount of promises will suffice. Instead, action needs to be taken. So the question remains, are the PR worthy of power? Or will they be their own undoing? All is certain is that the BN are nearing resurrection and watching them very closely.

~emerge~

2009-11-01T14:23:00.002+08:00

I can only say tht this week has been the biggest and busiest week of my university life so far. 5 tests of which 2 were counted to the final grades and 1 assignment was handed in. Its awesome tht we all can breathe easier now tht this week is done, but stress still continues on. Haihz, i cant believe that my first sem is already drawing to a close! and i've made so many marvelous frenz, hard to believe tht its only been a few months. Well, the season is coming and we are emerging from the shadows, exams are just around the corner and we have 2 assignments left b4 we begin our finals. I hope tht we can survive thru this. Its been a refreshing weekend, and i hope tht i'm ready to face the coming season, the season to Arise & Build.

Dhillonz says..... Emerge!

~stress building~

2009-10-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

haihz, its been a long time since i blogged, around 7 days i think...not too sure, nvm. Updatez are i'm fucking stressed now and next week is gonna be my 5 days in hell. Zomg, i think its gonna be so damn tough...but no worries, i'll get tru it, hopefully. Haha, kkkk i have 5 tests next week and an assignment due. Also i have econs assignment and english report to hand in around middle of november. Free time is over! down to work. k actually we have done alot of things in the past few days. Celebrated kin lim's birthday, also went out for shisha with the Sun-U gang. Not bad la, really relaxing. But at the same time u cant help jolt back to reality and realize tht u have a fucking big pile of work to be done. If my hair doesnt turn white-er this time i dunno wat will trigger it then. Damn i tot degree first year students could live the life. I'm still waiting for this college/university life my frenz overseas get to experience. Doesnt happen here i think. Malaysia is all study study study and stress stress stress. Thts why we're like all gonna suffer from hypertension and die of heart attack sumday. Hopefully building the Core can help me...hahahahaha. K hope i survive, peace.

Dhillonz sayz, life is the core....the core, is life.......

~commentz~

2009-10-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

OKayz, i hope u can see the number (550 and counting) but omg wat the fuck are these ppl thinking. I think sunway uc has taught these guyz the meaning of social networking too well. ZOMG! Can really die, my inbox is having constant heart attacks, help me!!! hahahaahahahahaha, make the madness stop!!!!

Dhillonz says, fb commenting will be the next global warming

~classic cheese~

2009-10-14T21:00:00.011+08:00

Hehehe, well we celebrated the first birthday in our group. Happy Birthday Rajpal, hahaha, we celebrated it on the 12th of october. Sry took so long but had sum work and stuff to do. So here r d pics, alot of funny crazy shit happened. XD

d birthday cake, classic cheese (must have been spiked)

raj looking all surprised, hahaha

The "present"

raj cutting the cake, doesnt he look cool??? haha

'taniah saya ucapkan kpd saudara dan saudari'

bombarded!

why did u have to fuck me up so badly man???

'chicken dance!'

osa's chilli spice blend, xD

~smoke on the water (cards) 2~

2009-10-10T23:13:00.003+08:00

Kk, got the pics from the shisha night...xD actually its just one pathetic picture...so sad rite? haha, guess we're not the photogenic types...xD enjoyz!!!

Btw, the red number 7 drawing is courtesy of ben, in memory of rajpal who was supposed to be there, hahahaha!

Dhillonz says, shisha is like fruits.....invisible smoky fruits...hahaha!

~smoke on the water~

2009-10-09T17:32:00.005+08:00

OKayz, yesterday was a very interesting day for. Updatez since my last post are my electricity in my hse is fucked up and i tried a new thing, SHISHA....

Ok yesterday i went out with my Sun-U classmates to sum mamak which is supposedly freaking famous named al-Saf

a. Okay, arrived there...talked crap, eat sum stuff and played sum cards. But every1 was smoking shisha and the funny thin

g is ppl actually dun want clean air anymore. haha, ppl pay to inhale crap. I can't believe it. I'm totally shocked. Okay so i wanted to noe how to would taste and i broke my principles of nvr smoking. Tried and i have to say it tastes okay la...but ntg much really. The whole area was basically like sum smoke place....well i had fun tho. It was an interesting experience. Kinda opens up ur mind abit. Okayzz, i leave u with a picture tht pretty much shows u wat ben and nic were doin alot yesterday...peace

Dhillonz says, shisha is like air..........."clean" air........ =.="

~my day in the gym~

2009-10-07T17:01:00.002+08:00

Here I am, once again telling u ppl abt my day. So today i spent a gd 3 hours at the gym, altho it was mostly a teaching session it felt kinda good. I joined my cousin tarminder, and my fren ken and his fren aaron. All nice ppl and total fitness buffs, me I was the only guy with absolutely zero fitness level. Nvm, all i did was mostly watched as the macho men flexed their muscles and tried to lift heavy weights in the free weight section (for those of u who dunno, free weights is as hard as it gets). So, while i learnt and watched the pros at work i realized that i have a lot to do. I mean, i've been sitting on my ass for around i dunno, 19 years and only now i'm realizing that i have to get up and start working out if not i might nvr see myself become sumtin sumday. Anyways...i hope i'm allowed to join the gym soon, if not i might be heading down a path to destruction..like sum ppl who play badminton and hurt themselves. XD

~ciaoz~

Dhillonz says, gym is like bbq sauce....to much it burns, too little then the food sux

~forefront of language~

2009-10-06T10:16:00.000+08:00

A new day and new thoughts as usual. Today Raj's is coming over to do our assignment, God I hope we finish damn EBM thing. For those of you who have the pleasure of not knowing what EBM is, it stands for English for Business and Management (=.=") For those of you who cant recognize the dude on the left, he is Shakespeare. If he was alive to see the standard of english and how many times we Malaysian learn the same thing over and over and over and over and over again since the time of our conception, he would die....AGAIN! Unbelievable isnt it? I just realized the other day that we were in fact learning the same english syllabus as we did in standard 6. ZOMG! And the best part was that most of us cant seem to score in it. Quite hard to believe rite? Well they try to make english into sumtin more complicated than wat it actually is and u get ppl doing badly becuz theres no point to it other than to pass. Eish, kinda fucked up if u ask me? Dun u think???? : )

Dhillonz says, English is like a peanut.....causes the most deaths from allergies.....XD
Ciaoz...

~Life in Eden~

2009-10-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

Wonder whether its just me or is every1 around me falling in love? Alot of my frenz, ppl i noe and generally the average ppl on the street are all falling for sum1 or rather. Kinda weird isnt it? I mean, love nowadays is supposedly a scarce resource. But ppl are falling in love quite often now, wonder if its the pandemic flu tht has hit the world or the economic recession that has caused ppl to rethink their views on love? Go figure XD

God noes why would ppl be interested in falling in love, but well...........i guess every1 wants a life in eden. Their own version of a perfect world that revolves around one person, dunno whether it exists to be honest. Love is more of a fantasy and rush of hormones through the body rather than an actual emotion. Owh well, we all feel it rite? So, watever........haha. Makes a good 2nd post i think, xD

Ciaoz,
Dhillonz says, love is like a peanut, totally tasteless without sum honey....

~blogging again~

2009-10-05T18:53:00.001+08:00

Well this is how bored I am, I'm finally blogging again, zomg! Cant really complain abt it I guess, just feel like starting it up, hope it sticks tho. Okay...for those of you who really have no life and are reading this I am:

A guy
19 goin on 20...
An accounting student (God noes how tht happened)
Still a guy
Likes to write (oddly enough i dun blog.....*ponders for brief moment*)
Finds routine annoying
Am a "nice" person according to sum ppl
And well...............thts it really, owh yea......still a guy, xD

Well thts it for now....I hope i can do this again, and not let this blog rot like the last...c ya

Dhillonz says, Life is like a box of peanuts.........(not a good metaphor) : )