~questions on life~

Today some1 asked me a very interesting question. Why don't I have a girlfriend? Well I really don't know how to answer that. How can one explain something that has an endless list of reasons but of which none of those reasons make sense?

*ponders*

Haven't you ever wondered how the hell do people stay together for so long and also how did they get together? It disgusts me to see people in love. There I said it, because I know deep down I'm incapable of it. Whether it be in terms of showing affection or even if it is expressing my love towards some1, I really couldn't give a crap. It is this kinda thinking that has diverted mankind from its true purpose in life. We become so fixated with the fact that we need to be in love that we find ourselves running around desperately trying to find it. For God's sake if only we slowed down to think whether the love that we feel is really there, then perhaps we'd have much lower divorce rates worldwide.

But I'm often asked, don't you feel lonely? Of course I do, but millions of people never marry or even never get into a relationship. And they've been rather successful. So why not? I am lonely, but my thoughts keep me company. At least I'm assured that my thoughts will always be there when I need them, will not fall for a hotter guy, won't sleep with my best friend and neither will they die off. So there, this is why I don't have a girlfriend. Because I really cant be bothered to give a damn.